Tuesday, May 31, 2011 ; 7:13 PM ♥
dont understand girls' obession with becoming oh-so-skinny and supermodel-thin~
i mean seriously whats their problem
here i am
51.7kg, with height ONLY 155
i mean i would love to slim down too
but i refuse to compromise on what i eat
shouldnt the main thing be about your health/enjoyment instead of looks?
*thinking about how i eat like one full bowl of ice-cream everyday~*
should i be screaming OMGWTS I JUST ATE A BOWL OF ICECREAM
I SHOULD GO VOMIT OUT EVERYTHING
AND RUN LIKE 100ROUNDS
whats your problem people? o.O
of course, the girls are not really the one at fault
more like guys who oftenly tend to judge people based on figures and looks
instead of their inner self.
of course looks are important
but its more of the self confidence which you have
which you show that attract people rightt?
theres totally nothing wrong with being over 160 and 50kg...
._.
WEIRD PEOPLE
WEIRD WORLD
Saturday, May 28, 2011 ; 3:54 PM ♥
YES
i finally decided to update my blog~
canoeing is killing me lately
no doubt i love this cca
but my lousy time management is destroying me
i feel like i have so much time (i really do)
just that i dont make use of it
and guess what?
my studies are getting from bad to worse
i know i can study hard if i want to
but i just cant get myself determined to do it
i have ZERO idea why this is so though
i mean
i really really dont want to get anymore Us )':
talking about canoeing,
i think i am really lucky
i have very good nice and awesome team mates
in both the guys and girls team
i cant even tolerate myself sometimes
i wonder how they do really.
like
they would constantly cheer me
even when i feel like i suck
(i really do suck in balancing-BUT i WILL IMPROVE)
my fellow POH is amazing
she constantly gives me encouragement
super glad that shes in my life!
GUESS WHAT? shes my classmate too~~
i never used to think that i can hang out with girls much
i mean coz
of my personality which is so straight ):
and i say things without thinking
but for once
i really feel different
i mean DJHX is awesome too
but we have out differences
AND we dont really solve them
but this time its more like
we know each others bad point
but we somehow can manage to accept each and everyone
even though we may get angry
we still cool you know?
like i feel that i did stuffs wrong...
I WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!
with their help also of course
to push myself to improve
and become a better sportswoman
i think i complain a lot
like really a lot
once i feel tired or pekcek
i will start oanhfoalghneoatfjhgetfogh0-ing
mumblemumble
i should stop doing all these
and bring good influence to the team
so we can push forward together!! :D
must get my counterpart C CINDY to help me too
I AM NOT GOING TO DRAG THE TEAM DOWN
WORK HARD JINGHUI YOU CAN DO IT!
BUT
i have been neglecting my other friends
DJHX 4E3 2E5 XCELLED blahblah
not that i want to
i miss a lot people terribly!
i cant wait to meet
aeron junlin jeslyn yang yuanjiat sidi huixin leon yiren chuanjie samuel melvin tinghan liyuan weijian weeshin jon lionel linus binbin edric junyong .... and the list goes on and on and on and on
some people i know i wont get any more chance to meet
i'll try my bestest~
even if its just one hour,
I WANT TO MEET THEM!!!!!!
oh and I LOVE MY NEW CLASS
i mean we just started
but i really feel that these people are nice to hang out with
my fellow POH is here too :D
YAY I LOVE MY JC LIFE
minus the studying for tests and homework and PMS teachers~